It took me much of a lifetime to realize this. So I share it now to save some time for those who might wrestle with the same issues. If this is not your concern, or if it offends you, just leave it. I share it with love.
When your connection with Being is established, you have no further need for a 'spiritual movement.' Being flows directly into your heart, without any intermediary. No need to go to an ashram. You Are the ashram. With every breath, you flower. From belly to crown, your stem imbibes the sap of the Guru's grace, so there is no need to chase after him anywhere else. You always have the practice, the sadhana, that the Teacher gave you, wherever you go.
Now it becomes crystal clear that the karma of the Teacher is completely different from the karma of the organization established in his or her name. If it's your karma to work for the movement, then let the work unfold. But know that it is not 'higher' than any other work. It's just karma. If it's no longer your karma, respectfully let it go. The greatest service you can give humanity, is not to work for a movement, either spiritual or political, but to radiate Being. Radiate Being from the boundless core of your own heart.Another liberating flower photo by Kristy Thompson
This is not a poem, just a murmur
whose poor thoughts won't reach
the edge of the page.
I just want you to know,
in the first language of
scripture
Spirit and Breath are one word.
Wisdom is Sophia, the soul in
your breathing, and if you are awake,
each exhalation is the Holy Spirit,
the sigh of the Creator in creation.
Goddess Shakti is your
inhalation,
who birthed the sun in the beginning
when She danced with the deep green shadow.
And though her womb enfolds
the galaxies, She whirls
inside your body, trickles down
your vertebrae, weaving
awareness into flesh.
Call her the dignity
of what flows without trying,
the wind that awakens at sunset.
honey sweating from a comb.
Call her the delight of Ruu,
the Chi who dwells in your
vagus nerve
like the flame on a wick.
What are you made of, really?
It is like finespun cotton fiber
instantly consumed by her golden spark.
Your breathing ignites the stars
on invisible strands of pure attention.
Tend her fire in the temple of your lungs
and you will permeate the earth
like fragrance in a flower.
Become her whisper,
"B'ishm'illa."
Honor her by listening to bees.
Their humming is the voice
of the Magdalene.
But you will hear her most beautiful name
in the rising and falling of
your chest.
Friend, just swim in this river of amazement.
Let it pour down your hollow
places
like wine that is saved for the end of the wedding.
How do I know this?
I am breathed.
Painting by Marie Laparco
He became pure consciousness. One who experiences this
merely for a moment is disinterested even in the delights
of heaven. ~Yoga Vashista
Adau Bhagavan shabda rasahi: 'In the beginning the Lord
created the universe through a stream of sound.' ~Vedic text
You know the sound of blood, that
drum.
You know the sound of breathing out,
that river of diamonds.
And the sound of your mind
trying to make music out of shattered
mirrors and windows.
But have you heard the sound of Being
as it overflows the rim of the grail?
Not the feeble background hum
of the first moment,
not
an echo, nor an idea.
I see you before you were born
floating through a pit, a silent hollow,
tethered by the umbilicus
to what, to whom you cannot know.
But you would like to know, wouldn't you?
So you reach out a warm
finger
and swirl it round the singing bowl
of Andromeda, careful not to spill
its bright worlds.
You play the glass harmonium
of all the galaxies until
the amniotic fluid of the universe
trembles like an unstruck carillon,
utterly inaudible
because it resonates in emptiness.
No, that is not the sound of Being.
You must get
down and get born to hear it
gushing like a sudden wound,
tearing
the veil of the continuum
in the silence of the void,
a terrible ecstatic cry of
"Kali Ma!
O Kali Ma!"
This is the ineluctable chime.
This is the sound of Being,
the breathless kiss of consciousness
NASA photo, Andromeda galaxy
In meditation, silence is Mother. ~Amma Karunamayi
Silence is supreme administrative power. ~Maharishi
The real Virgin Mother is mystical eternal silence.
~Valentinus the Gnostic
I love your silences. They are like mine. ~Anais Ninn
Let us speak of true Silence. No, it is not a negation. Not the silence of suppressed speech, which is no silence at all. Suppressed speech, like repressed thought, is a scream. And the more we repress, the louder our voiceless keening.
Let us tell of the inmost Silence, omnipresent, effective, whether spoken or not. Silence infusing the best words with Truth. Silence in a real mantra, guiding our attention to the hollow in the seed, through Winter root, Spring flower, Autumn leaf.
In the hymn from chapter two of Epistle to Ephesians are some of the most ancient verses in Christian scripture. They tell us that Christ "emptied himself." The Greek word is "kinosis." When we empty ourselves in prayer, we enter true Silence, the Silence that was there before God said, "Let there be light."
The emptiness that pervades all forms, this silence gushes tears from the spring of joy in the womb of creation. This Silence is the mother of the Word, the mother of poetry, the mother of music.
Painting, Mary Magdalene by Georges de La Tour
“Purify the temple with that showerby which the star people of the Milky Wayhave come here.” ~Rig Veda, Suktah 49, II, 25
And what if the temple is your body? And what if this breath is that shower which pours all the stars down your spine? Your subtlest exhalation is a ripple on the ocean of cosmic existence. It's infinitesimal tremor touches the rim of the galaxy, bathing all the worlds. Then it returns to you, bearing the intimate music of the distant spheres. No effort is required. In fact, it is not even your breath, but a breath of the Goddess. All that is required is a little awareness. This most perfect and powerful spiritual practice was given to you just before birth by the first guru, your mother.
Photo by Joy M. Ibizarose
You are the wine
that cannot return
to the grape.
Some ferment has turned you
wild.
Thousands have been crushed
for the sake of this breath,
bouquet of oak and rose,
cinnamon and musk,
Spring rain on withered hay.
The tree of the Vedas,
the whole vine of knowledge
entangled in the hollow
of a tiny seed,
the place your forehead goes
when you bow.
Astronomy and silence,
wisdom and tipsiness,
what's the difference?
Just say thank you
and savor yourself.
Think softly,
more softly,
"Abundance,"
"Peace,"
"Compassion,"
until your breath dissolves
in the hollow heart
that has two chambers,
one for "I"
and one for "Thou,"
one for dawn and one
for evening.
A tenderness
at the threshold of creation,
between silence
and the Word,
between stillness
and trembling.
Dew forms
on the rose's mouth
just before sunrise.
I am trying to describe
the way your stem feels
when a blue moth settles
on the jasmine petal.
The tremor of the thread
in your spine
when you remember
that the sky has kissed
your brown body
every moment since birth.
The place where all
the laws of nature
(who are really gods and devas)
entangle in your peritoneum
so goldenly their
gentleness becomes
indomitable power.
Think softly,
more softly.
Listen.
They murmur with
a single voice,
and so it is.
*Sanyama: a subtle practice described by Patanjali in his Yoga Sutras. At the most refined level of thought, on the threshold of the uncreated, drop a seed of intention into that fructifying silence, and let it go. In its very abandonment, you give the intention tremendous creative power.
Wandering images seen in a glasstell an eternal and marvelous tale.yet I am the mirror in which they pass.Keeper of emptiness, I am the grail.The goddess Mari, a form of Isis, was continuously worshiped for over three thousand years in the Mediterranean world and Near East, from 3500 - 500 BCE. Her name and her archetype survive as Mary, Mother of God, and Mary Magdalene, mystical Bride of Christ. She holds the holy chalice, yet the true chalice is the womb of Divine Darkness, where all gods are born, and from whose uncreated void all worlds arise. Here is an article on the majesty of her emptiness by an astrophysicist - LINK.
Resting the mind in the heart is the beginning and end of the spiritual journey. We meet here, where all our pronouns dissolve into 'Thou.' At first the heart seems just a beating pump, a jug of blood. But as we rest the mind here, a golden wholeness enfolds the body-mind. The heart space pulses with the gentlest breath, soft yet ineffably powerful, permeated by the sound of the primordial mantra, and imbued with the name of the Beloved like an unstruck gong. Now the heart is an ever-expanding energy-field that melts separate minds in friendship, heals sickness in each cell of our flesh, dissolving stress in every nerve. This glow outshines our form, for the heart is no longer in the body, the body is in the heart. Hridaya, self-luminous like the sun, beaming compassion through all time and space, comforting our ancestors for seven generations past and to come, threading every atom to a star, entangling galaxies in the wonder-woven garment of God's infinite light. Why not bathe your home, your neighborhood, these meadows and hills, and this entire planet in the radiance of your heart? I'm pretty sure this is why you are here.
Photo by my dear friend Kristy Thompson
