While I Was Sleeping

While I was sleeping, seven billion

homeless wanderers came to my door

(I know you were one of them)

wanting a mug of yesterday's coffee

and some toll house cookies my

grandmother taught me how to bake.

This is why I keep my heart ajar

all through the Winter dark, a sliver

of me unlocked to hear the shuffling

socks of humanity come down the hall

of my breathing (I know you took off

your shoes when you came in)

to rest a little while in my kitchen

by the candle's flickering pool of

loneliness until at last we're all

gathered again, absently staring

through widening rings of embryonic

moonlight not yet shaped by

uncertainty into ourselves.

No need for me to say to you

who wander uninvited here,

"Welcome, rest and drink.”

Some evening I may find your own

leftovers warmed and ready for me

in the small but generous kitchen

of your own broken heart

(have you baked them yet?)

because I know our sleeplessness

out-spirals the stars, wending

the circumference of a hug

( I around you around me)

arriving at a place beyond the night

where death comes home to

breathe and be born.

 

Illustration from Grandfather Twilight, Barbara Berger

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