Dear friend, this little 'me' is only a string of memories, held together by a fear thread. But in reality, there is no thread. The real Self - the one who speaks in the Gita through Krishna and in the Gospels through Christ - is just radiant awareness, which is always now.
This radiance is You. Now turn your radiance around 180 degrees. Gaze into your infinite luminosity, your immaculate subjectivity. Let your Self shine groundlessly alone. Explode like a diamond without edges.
Don't worry, the little 'me' will continue to burst up and dissolve, moment by moment, like bubbles on the sea. What will cease to exist is just the work of threading them together into a necklace, a choker! Now play. No, don't even play. Let the ocean play.