Cloud Of Witnesses
"Communion of saints... Cloud of
witnesses..." These are two exquisitely accurate phrases used by scripture
to describe the field of awakened silence where we truly dwell at last and
before the beginning. In the East they are called the "Buddha
fields," where the humble have dropped like seeds into the furrow of your
missing rib. Here you will find Beethoven, Rumi, Einstein and Blake, Lalladev
and Rabia, Veda Vyasa, Milarepa, Pythagoras, and Fra Angelico. They slept but a
moment at death, then awakened as unborn stars. They did not return to the
ocean like drops. In each of them, the whole ocean became a drop.
Their cosmic
silence is not beyond but within you. Enter their limitless
expanse, not by merging with a universal, but by penetrating a minute
particular. This breath, this heartbeat, this moment. Through the trembling
electron in one atom of your little toe.
Each of the humble, at death,
became their own Name. Through the Christal keynote of a Name, you fathom the abyss
of love, for unbounded silence vibrates with the Names of the humble. These vibrations are the source of all scripture. Some are
mystics, some are visionary scientists, some are poets, artists, composers.
Some are home-makers who quilted the cosmos into a tapestry of care as they
patched their children's socks.
If you are a composer, an artist, scientist,
mystic or poet, you will be nourished by subtle images, words, harmonies and
visions whispered by them to your heart. Nothing is yours. It all comes through
you, not from you. When you honor their Names, and remember their works with
reverence, they feed your longing, and dwell inside your chest like flames.
But
do not revere them in general, as if they have dissolved into an essence or
mist, for they are no mere "collective consciousness." We do not
evolve into pudding. The essence within the essence is the minutest particular.
All is not One but Wild, whirled, harmonious, the ever-awakening chaos of Infinity. No not One but Wild, granulated into the quantum field, myriad angels and
ancestors dancing on the finest bindhu in your brain, a pin prick filled with
galaxies, between that fiery axon and this burning dendrite, now.


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