Share It Or You Will Go Mad

 

Yesterday this mad message was channeled to me from my Self, who said, "Share it or you will go mad!" I said to my Self, "I have already gone mad." And my Self said, "I know, I know. That is why we have chosen you to share this message with all the billions of cells in our body." I said, "There are no words!" The Self said, "Let them convert the words back into the ineffable quantum energy of astrocytes and glial cells from which they arose."

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You are your own data center. You don't need artificial intelligence. The neurons in your brain, in your cardiac and solar plexus, contain enough electro-chemical intelligence to power the city of the angels for a decade. You are your own CERN particle accelerator. Every time you let go of past and future and come home to this moment, releasing abstract mental images and paying attention to the finest neurological sensations in the body, you smash and dissolve billions of atoms. You untangle the knots of their kinetic energy and allow them to dissolve back into their potential, which is pure awareness. You are an unfathomable ocean of energy that has been drained off, not by your body but your mind. You dissipate your energy by thinking, and by thinking you create the past and future. You scatter your power in abstract mental images. Now is the time to reclaim your energy, through the power of feeling, and return to the kingdom of heaven, the garden of paradise, which is your body.

Why did you ever cast yourself out of the garden? Now is the time to practice T'Shuvah, return, and come home from exile. This practice does not expend any energy, it restores energy that has been dissipated by over-thinking. Mind dissolves and energy returns as pure sensation in the body. Meditation is not an out of body experience, but a return to the deepest power of sensation, in the physiology of now. Meditation is not visiting higher planes, or channeling intergalactic messengers, or letting "ascended masters" assume sovereignty over you life. Meditation is tapping into the energy You Are, the golden nectar of your incarnation.

Ever notice that the information the media feeds you - the new age media as well as the "mainstream news" - is always calibrated to make you anxious about the future, leaving you famished to learn more, so you don't miss the NEXT big thing? The spirits of seduction want to rob you and control your destiny. That is their game. You give away your power and they give you information. You are addicted to information. But no information will actually help you, because truth is not in-form-ation: truth is formless. Now reclaim your sovereign power. The exile is over. Come home to the garden of your body.

The tree of life is your spine. The fruit is not forbidden: it is the pomegranate of your heart, containing countless ruby seeds of heaven. Your breath is the holy spirit, given, not taken. She fills you, and becomes an unfathomable well in the core of your flesh. Flowing up in your inhalation, she flowers thousands of galaxies through the soft spot in the crown of your head. Each quantum particle of you is threaded to a star. The starry cosmos around you is your aura. There is nowhere in the universe that is not inside this sacred temple, the body.

Why travel to Mecca or Jerusalem, the Himalayas or the Andes, Glastonbury Tour or the Great Pyramid? There is no pilgrimage that does not lead back to your heart; no temple, ashram, or shrine more holy than this flesh, this moment, this breath. "You are the light of the world...." These are the words of Jesus. "If your Eye is one, your whole body will be filled with light." These are the words of Jesus. "Glorify God in your body." These are the words of scripture (1 Corinthians, chapter 6.) The time to awaken is not the next solstice, new moon, planetary conjunction, or celestial alignment. The time to awaken is now. The message that will teach you everything won't come from a channeler, a prophet, or a reader of stars. It is a wordless message, free of thought, a golden sensation of nectar welling up from your flesh like warm tears, overflowing through your hridaya chakra, your tender heart. The message comes not as a vision of the future or a story of the past, but the pure energy of Presence.

Your subtlest power, other than consciousness itself, is your ability to FEEL, to SENSE the energy flowing through your nerve cells, without converting that golden honey into the gray abstract world of thoughts.

Learn to practice this: let go of mental images about the past and future as they arise, and simply feel the physical sensation in the brain, the chest, the solar plexus, where these "thoughts" actually begin as chemical electric fire in your neurons. It is time to stop letting other peoples' thoughts seduce you into exile, estranging you from the wellspring of your own physiology. Why convert the nectar of your pineal gland, your pituitary, your hypothalamus, into abstract mental images, projecting them into a ghostly future that exists only as thought?

There is no future. There is only the radiance of your heart, sending beams of love to every cell of you, glowing beyond the outline of your flesh, unfolding the blossom of the new earth around you, flinging out the vast galactic mantle of the zodiac that is your aura. Now return from exile. T'Shuvah. Come home to the garden of your body.

Engraving: by William Blake, of course.